that 'crush' feeling had gone.

                                                              that 'crush' feeling that i have towards him had gone.

                                                              this time, its really gone,for sure.

this moment is perfect.

the memories and the time being is just like a normal things that happen in life.

everything back to normal.

everything is normal,nothing special.

heart,head,eyes,smile and everything comes back to its places,right before the crush feelings. 

now the heart get half of its part back.

the heart can now smile as a whole part. 

what a relief.

this feelings is so brilliant and hope that it will stay.

saya rindu kamu lah.

saya rindu kamu.

saya rindu masa lalu kita dulu.

saya sayang kamu.

tapi saya tahu saya dah banyak buat salah pada kamu.

saya suka marah tak tentu pasal dan bler marah,saya tak sedar pun apa yang saya dah cakap.

kamu.

saya dah tak tahu nak uat camne lagi nak jernihkan hubungan kita.

cuma kalau kamu ada baca blog nie, harap kamu boleh maafkan saya dan harap kamu faham isi hati saya.

kamu semua penting bagi saya tapi saya tahu siapalah saya di hati kamu.

mungkin bagi kamu,saya hanyalah kawan biasa tapi bagi saya, kamu lebih dari kawan biasa.

kamu,lepas kamu baca nie, saya serahkan pada kamu untuk buat keputusan.

saya terima walau dengan berat hati kalau kamu tak boleh terima saya lagi.

tu jelah yang saya nak luahkan kat blog saya nie.

terima kasih atas  segalanya.

Not a very pleasant week, but really great weekend.

Hye readers.

Right now, my family and I at Melaka for the wedding ceremony. 

However, I still need to study for quiz that is going to be held on this Monday (early morning,okay) and still need to complete the group assignment. 

Actually, this week start with happiness and joy, but those feeling start to fade away because of a conflict. 

With whom? What kind of conflict that arise? 

Lets not talk about it in here, just let the time passing by and brings away the conflict because after all I still love them (all of them) even though their words on that day had hurt me deeply.

 As now, being with my parents and my only little sister, is just a great feeling since its been long time we have not spend our weekend together. 

Can't wait for semester break because this semester break will be long holiday.huhu.

 Hopefully, everything that I have planned for semester break will run smoothly. 

Starting now, I try to look forward to my future and try hard to manage my finance,studies and everything that I have, for my better life in future. 

So readers, one thing I want to advices you is,

money is not everything, but everything in this world really need money to have it.